Well it isn't easy!
So in 8 years, before which I was a "corporate whore" to quote a good friend of mine, I have managed to build and sustain a cottage industry, produce 3 children (the smallest of whom has just started prechool) and get to a stage where I am ready to upsize from cottage industry to proper all bells and whistles greetings card publisher. It has been uphill at times and I have required a fair number of Bloody Mary's to smooth out the road! Dealing with frustration is a big part of trying to build your business while burping and changing nappies.
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This is great in theory but the reality of juggling harvest festivals, ear infections, day to day bespoke work and global domination of the greetings card industry is a little more daunting.
I think most women who spend time focusing on being mummy for a few years lose confidence in their own ability. I certainly have. I find it hard to big myself up so I'll focus of bigging the work up, and concentrate on what I know works. Why is it scary? I don't know.... SNAP OUT OF IT WOMAN.
I'm starting local. I'm in shops in Eton, Ireland, Dorking, Brockham and Ockley and do bespoke work with a boutique in Ampthill as well as all my hundreds of pivate clients for whom I make cards, notelets, invitations and other unique illustrated peices. Now I am focusing of Surrey and Sussex, small chains, Garden Centres, Boutiques, Florists, farm shops and Gift Shops. If you have any suggestions about peaople who might be interested let me know!
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Its exciting; nerve wracking but exciting. It may not be Dragons Den edge of your seat stuff but it is close enough for me right now. Stuff global ecconomic meltdown, everyone needs a gently abusive, giggle making birthday card!